Love to Kill novel

---- It was the sky garden in the hospital. There were many patients walking there. Not far from them, there was a white-haired old man pushing an old lady, walking and talking with a smile. "Look." Samuel pointed to them with a trace of nostalgia in his expression. "Do you remember when we were in college ? I was transferred by the army to be a soldier , and we only met a few times ina year. At that time I secretly called you in the quilt.

I kept my voice down, afraid of being caught by the instructor." Her eyes moved, as if she had fallen into the memories. At that time, the two had just been admitted to college and thought they could have a high-profile love affair, but Samuel was forced by his family to experience his military career in the northwest region and stayed there for three years.

"At that time you said to me, when we get old, who first can't walk should be pushed by the other to bask in the sun, buy vegetables in supermarket , and even died at home." "T'm sorry, but I 'died' in the hospital." Matilda said deadpan. "In a miserable way. I was at home waiting for my husband to come home, and I fell down and bled all ---- over the place when I was to answer the phone.

I cried myself hoarse and nobody heard me, and ended up alone in the hospital giving birth while my husband was out drinking." Samuel's eyes ruthlessly shook. He reached out his hand as if to touch Matilda's hair. " Matilda --" Matilda clapped his hand away and continued, "If you want recall the past, I advise you not to. It was because the pain is too deep in my heart, so I don't want to go through it again.

I come back just to save Rebecca, and I don't mean to continue the relationship with you. Please don't flatter yourself , Samuel." She said coldly and turned away. Samuel's eyes followed the slender but powerful figure, and the regret in his heart swallowed him again. Matilda walked to the ward step by step. The expression on her face seemed to be light, but the fact was that only she knew how bad she felt.

It was like going back to those painful and desperate moments that she wanted to die in every second, but struggled to live in every second. This was the reason why she could not forgive Samuel. The pain could be diluted with time, but the ---- feelings at that time had been deeply engraved in her blood and bone, so that she felt pain once she thought of it. She could not forgive him. She was good now, and she could survive relying on no body. But she was sorry for Rebecca and Sidney.

She hoped time could dilute their desire for mother. Besides, Samuel had taken good care of them. Without her, she would not cause defects in the children's feelings. Thinking so, a small figure appeared at the door of the ward. Matilda looked into the eyes of Rebecca. She was holding the doll Matilda gave her yesterday , but her expression had a grown-up sorrow. "Mommy, don't you want Daddy?"