Loved Hard, Hated Harder novel

---- Chapter 19 Bianca's expression grew uglier by the second. But knowing she was in the wrong, she couldn't say much else. All she could do was suppress her anger and wheedle Julian in a gentle tone. "Jules, it's alright. 1 know you feel terribly wronged... 1 understand you completely now." "So please, stop kidding and making such a big fuss out of this, okay? I swear to you, from now on, you'll be the only man in my life. I will never sleep with any other man ever again.

I won't even look at other men again." So even up till now, she still believed that Julian was making a big fuss over nothing. He steeled himself further. If she felt that he was making a big fuss... Well, he'd show her a big fuss! "You still don't get it, do you, Bianca?" Julian asked coldly. "I am indeed taking revenge on you. But I also really do want to have a baby with Whitney." Julian continued, "I'm not doing this just to gross you out. That's my one condition.

If you want to get back together with me, then it's only fair that I should have ---- a baby with another woman first!" As he said this, he pulled Whitney over and kissed her passionately right in front of Bianca. Bianca trembled in fury. Her lawyer had warned her repeatedly that in pursuing Julian, she could not make any physical contact with him. It would thereafter be dealt with as harassment. And if she were found guilty of it, the police would surely strap an ankle monitor on her.

That would mean she would never be able to approach Julian again. But in her anger, that was the furthest thing from Bianca's mind. She rushed forward and pushed Whitney away. " Enough! Enough! Jules, you're mine! Mine! I won't let you kiss another woman in front of me!" She grabbed Julian's shoulders with sheer madness in her eyes. "No, I won't take this! Jules, you're mine! How dare you kiss another woman?" Julian remained unmoved by her hysterics.

On the contrary, his resolve only grew stronger. "Bianca, you've gotten yourself all worked up when all I did was kiss another woman. But you slept with my own brother! And more than once! Do you know how disgusted I felt after I saw you two in bed? I felt ---- so disgusted that I almost puked!" Julian snarled. "And you actually want me to forgive you for that? Never! For as long as I live, I will never forgive you!

I feel disgusted just by the sight of you now!" Julian's words fell like sharp knives, slicing Bianca's heart viciously. Bianca was in so much pain that she could hardly breathe. "Jules, I'm sorry..." At this moment, she finally, painfully realized her mistake. Before this, Bianca had apologized to Julian, and not just once. But those apologies had never been sincere. All she wanted was to get Julian back.

Whether they were sweet nothings or tearful apologies , they had just been tricks to placate him. She had never felt that she had done anything wrong. And now, seeing Julian kiss another woman in front of her, she finally understood the pain that cheating brought to a significant other. She couldn't even stand the sight of him kissing someone else. But she'd slept with her brother -in- law over and over again, right under Julian's nose! "I'm sorry!

I'm sorry!" Bianca said, tears streaming down her face. ---- "Jules, I'm sorry, I really didn't know that this would hurt you so badly. You have to believe me, Jules. I do love you, truly. "If God gave me another chance, I would never do this again! Forgive me, please? I'm begging you, Jules. Please just forgive me one last time!"