Cream and Sugar novel

---- 15. The Part Where I Kinda Screw Up I swallowed hard from her touch, "You don't have to worry about it." Does this mean she knows how I feel? "Can I ask that you do the same for me?" She says, her smile a little sad, ''Can you think of me, at any time, and think about how happy you felt when you were with me?" My eyebrows met in confusion, '"Cammie... Of course I can." Her hand gripped mine tighter, "Will you promise to remember all the fun we had?

Despite only spending time with each other for two days?" It was as if she was dying or something, "Okay, Cammie, it's like you're saying goodbye. Are you going somewhere?" The blonde chuckles and fixes her hair, "No, no, I'm not going anywhere." She pauses and stares into my eyes, "It's just that... I think nothing can ever happen that would make me forget you." "Wh-what are you saying right now?

I'm sorry but I'ma little confused." My heart was ready to explode, my feelings overflowed so much that it could fill the whole room. Cameron chuckles again, her laughter had a hint of ---- sadness. She opens her mouth, ready to say something, then she closes it again. "Y-you know what? It's nothing." I frowned all of a sudden, hearing my heart drop from my chest to the floor. "Uhm, are you sure?

You wouldn't act like this if something was up." The blonde shakes her head and waves her hand, finally letting go of mine, "It's nothing. I just feel a little tired and a little blue. You know, something good ole sleep always solves." What? My mind protested. Now I'm ten times confused than before. "All right..." "Yeah," she says, "I should go in now." I gave her a nod, letting my disappointment overwhelm me. "I'll, uh, call you.

For real this time." "T'll be waiting by the phone." She says jokingly, "See you around, Gail." "T'm sure I will." With that said, she closes her door. When she does, I could feel my knees weak to betray me. My heart was strung high with hope that Cammie might actually feel the same way, and was just beating around the bush before confessing, but now it laid on the floor. I pressed my back against her door, wanting to tell her how I felt, but knew the moment has come and gone.

---- Icursed myself for only staring and waiting for the moments to come, and when it finally does, I spazz out and beat myself up later on. I don't understand , I thought to myself, why the hell was she all sad and teared up? From grief came anger, I kicked myself as I made my way home, feeling a little cheated by how Cammie treated me. She was sending all the wrong signals and I knew it... But I still fell for it.

Ah, damn, I can't be mad at her, I just felt this way because things didn't go as I hoped. My head was aching ever so terribly again. Oh geez, did I get drunk again? I was sprawled out on my bed at my apartment, the sun was shining and I remembered I had to go to the office today. Isat up and felt my head throb in my skull, to my right, someone tossed and turned. My jaw nearly dropped and my eyes nearly popped out as I see Pam, naked, beside me in my bed. "Ah, fuck." I whisper. Did we?

I thought to myself. Shit, don't tell me we had sex. I take a peak under the covers and sure enough we were both naked. "Fuck, fuck, fuck." I buried my head in my hands, measuring how much I screwed up this time. From behind my door, I grabbed my bathrobe and went out to breathe air that wasn't the same as Pam's. ---- I stumbled in the kitchen, my head still throbbing , " Oh hey," Tiff says, making me jump, "are you all right?" She gives me a look of concern.

"Jesus fucking christ, I just fucked up so, so, so, sooo fucking badly." My hands were on my head, still in disbelief that I slept with my ex-girlfriend. "Oh my god, what, what?" She was panicking, seeing the seriousness in my face. "Ah, well, Ihave Pam in my bedroom, on my bed, naked." Now Tiff's jaw nearly drops. "No..." She says, making a face. "No! Did you guys...2" I nodded , wanting to take a hundred showers at that moment. "Nooo. How did this happen?

I thought you were out with Cammie all day yesterday?" "T-I was with her all morning..." I had to sit down for this, Tiff handed me her cup of coffee, seeing that I needed it more than her. "We ate breakfast together , but then Pam walks in and she sees us together-"