Cream and Sugar novel

---- "I-I was getting to that." I pause and she looks at me so eagerly. Of course she doesn't understand, she has no idea. "I can't tell you because I don't think it's going to go anywhere anyway. Yeah, my feelings for her grow everyday... but I don't think she feels the same way." "Why not? Wait, don't tell me it's Pam-" It was my turn to cut her off, "No! I promise it isn't.

I just don't know how to tell her, but I don't think I will because I think she is straight as they come." I laugh with a tone of sadness, it killed me how much I liked Cammie. She was so beautiful right now. "How can you be sure? Have you even asked her, does she have any idea how you feel?" I gave her a hard long look. "No... of course not."" Cameron took my hand and she started to stroke it with her thumb. "Look, okay, you can never be so sure about what you think.

How about I ask you right now, " it was her turn to look me dead in the eye, "do you think I'm straight?" That is exactly what I've been trying to figure out. I pursed my lips, knowing that I was sure she was. " Yeah, of course you are." Cammie nods her head, amused of my answer. " Hmmn, interesting." ---- "W-wait, what?" I asked her, surprised of her not denying or approving my answer. "Are you straight or not?" She retorts a laugh at my question , "I can't believe you don't even know.

See, now you question if I'm straight or gay, you can never be too sure." My jaw nearly drops as I was still confused. She hasn't even answered the question. "Oh my god you're killing me Cammie," I laughed at her and slap her arm playfully, desperation came over me as I ask her again, "are you straight or not?" Her dead eyes on me was a dare, "Who is this woman you like?" Istammered, not knowing how to answer. If] tell her, I would risk everything .

Anyway, she might just be playing with me right now, I shouldn't tell her. "How about I tell her first before I tell you?" Her smile drops to a frown but quickly goes back to a grin again. "Fine. Have it your way." Pfft, I thought to myself, she is definitely playing with me. "Anyhoo, do you have plans this Sunday?" God, I can't believe she's letting the topic slide off just like that. I had to play harder with her.

"I kind of have a wedding to attend to, but it's no big deal." I say sarcastically. "Oh yeah, Tiff and Pete are getting married right?" ---- She still held my hand firmly, good thing it was cold or I would have sweat all over her hand by now. "Yeah," I looked at our hands. I liked how it felt." would you like to be my date that day?" She looks at me with a teasing grin, "Are you sure? Won't your crush be there or something?" I waved her answer off, "Nah. Come on, it'd be fun.

Besides , I need a friend there with me to watch my two best friends finally marry each other. It's gonna be hella depressing. Plus, you get to see Tiffany freak out a lot." Cammie bites her lips as she grins, it was so sexy." Mmm, alright." She pauses thoughtfully , "Would it be over around seven p.m.? I kind of have a thing." "What, do you have another wedding to attend to?" I ask which earns me a laugh and a slap from her. "T have my dance recital that time.

It's kind of why I asked you if you had plans." I looked at her, was it kind of like a date? No. Can't be. "That's cool. Are you asking me to come? Cause I can. Since you'll come with me to the wedding I think I can reciprocate the favor." She smiles all so happily, "I'd really love a friendly face in the crowd." "Then I'll be there." I say with a smile. I let out a ---- breath, feeling the chill consume me. Cameron catches my slight shiver and offers her arm to me. "C'mere.

I think it's best we snuggle." Without hesitation, I comply to her offer. We sat there all cold and snuggling , silence loomed. "Do you think we'll die in here if we fall asleep?" I let out a breath again, feeling my lips chap from the cold space. "I hope not."