The Defiance novel

---- Chapter 27: Of Blame And Of Trust Alice's POV The gladness I've felt when I saw him turned into frustration and sadness and anger. "This is all your fault", I whispered with so much hatred. My eyes were burning. I want to cry. 'm scared. Gripping the sides of my wheelchair , I glared at him as I cried. His expression was hard. He was not giving out anything. "T know" "Tf you did not come back I will never be in this situation . Dean will never be shot and almost die.

I will not...", my gaze fell onto my lap remembering the fate I had. There was no sure chance if I would ever return to what I used to be and it was painful. I sobbed. "Why does it have to be me?" "What else?", Sev asked. "Tf you did not come back maybe I'm with another man right now. We will be happy unlike this. This is so fucked up. All of these, I can't endure everything . I've been fighting for me and my brother ever since and now, I'm just too tired. I don't want any of these... please.

I just want to be happy. I just want a stable job and build a happy family. Why is it so hard to get ---- that?," I was begging for him to just leave me and my brother alone. To exclude me from his trouble. I was not a stupid woman who couldn't see the reason why I was entangled with such experience. I wanted to hurt him. "T...," his voice was strained but he cleared his throat. "T will get you out of here" I laughed at him and certainly, it was not a happy laugh. I thought I was crazy. "When ?

When they already killed me and tortured me?" there was a challenge on that. I knew I couldn't stand another day sleeping in a house where people were all murderers. "No." "Then when?" He sighed. Not even sure what or how to answer my question. I pushed my wheelchair and turned my back on him. "Tf you can't get me out of here or if you do not know the answer to that, I suggest you leave.

The sooner , the better if I start to accept that the worst will happen to me" "T said I will get you out of here. That's promise" I whirled around again to face him because I couldn't stand him saying promises he couldn't keep. ---- "Fuck with your stupid promises! Stop talking about those kinds of things because you clearly don't know what they are! You're just a sick stupid bastard !", I screamed at him, my lungs and throat were burning from too much force. I really hate him right now.

I saw him swallowed visibly, remained silent. »You're just a puppet here. You can't do things on your own. You only do what your father says", I mocked. The same intensity of hatred brewed into his own eyes like a storm. I started to feel fear from him but I knew I couldn't back down now. "This is all your fault. Why did you have to come back and ruin everything I have? Why? This is your fault! You caused all of these!", I hissed angrily. Spatting all the venom in my words.

His chest started to heave faster and deeper. The contained anger was beginning to come known. "Who said it isn't? Do you think I do not regret dragging you into this?" , he stepped closer. His steps were heavy but slow. I turned away from him. I did not want to hear his rationality. I did not want to feel pity and forgive him. He would only make me love him more and forget myself. "You listen to me," his words were snarled in my ears, face leveled mine.

His fingers took a good grip of my jaws making me look at him closely. We glared at