The Defiance novel

---- myself crying for him to come back at several occasions. Ihave reserved my heart for him. "T love him", I sobbed hard at my brother's chest. "T know", he cradled me like a child. I've tried so hard to defy my feelings but now, I knew I was losing Sev. The thought was terrifying. Maybe what other people was saying was true. We would never truly realize how much we love someone until we lost that love. I was regretting not saying much or not saying enough of how I truly feel.

I couldn't even tell him what his twin brother said for the last time before he died. I let my own emotions tule, which were based on anger and hurt. Tell him I'm sorry, Alice. "Can't we at least call him? I need to tell him something", I gathered up myself to at least have this. I looked up at Dean and he had the softest expression. "T just told you, Alice-" "T know. I heard you and as much as I hate it, maybe there would be no other way.

Maybe this really ends here but I just need to tell him what Seth told me. Please, it's not for me", I begged my brother. He weighed what I said, I could see it on his eyes. ---- "Okay" He fished out his phone and dialed a number. He gave it to me and with trembling hands, I carefully held it. My ear awaited for his voice or any indication that someone answered it. I shut my eyes tightly, praying it would miraculously happen. And it did. I heard the answer button pressed in.

"H-Hello", I whispered. But there was no answer. There was a rustling sound and footsteps, then a door closing then silence. Another tear went out from me. I was hurting again. "Are you not going to talk?" I asked and waited for him again but failed. I sniffed and even if I tried to cover it, I knew he heard it because there was a low voice cursing on the other line. "T just wanted to know you hear me. I'm glad. I know what you did", another sob, "You don't have to do this but I understand.

Thank you." Silence. "T know everything . About you and Seth. About you two being twins, and how you two supposedly fooled me. I was waiting for you to tell me all of it yourself, I ---- was so ready to forgive you or maybe I have already forgiven the two of you without it but I was still waiting" "Alice", Dean called me. He started the car and we moved like before. There was a suspicious car following us. I got Dean's message. I needed to end my talk with Sev.

"T wanted you to trust me but nonetheless, I love you", Icried again, there was a whimper that escaped my lips. "And your brother loves you so much, too. He said he's sorry" There was that sound that ended the call. I put it down, clutched it close to my chest and kissed the screen. Goodbye, Sev.