Alpha’s Badass Mate novel

---- uninvited and unannounced , be it day or night. She has had dinners with his family. His brother has always loved chatting with her about Ashly because Sam has no interest in it. Monika's brother knows what dishes Sam likes and doesn't like, even though he has never explicitly shown any dislike for anything he cooks. Call him? Monika knows exactly what her heart fears. It's inevitable. Nothing will remain the same. She remembers the time he sneaked beer cans.

When they tried it, they hated the taste so much but still drank it just because of the thrill of it. Make something illegal, and it automatically becomes more tempting. "My head feels so weird." "Mine too. I am not sure if I am loving this feeling or hating it." Monika laughed as she hoped that they would be sober before they got home. "How will we know when we are sober?" "That's a very good question . Monika said, staring right into Sam's eyes as they pressed their foreheads together.

"Are we even drunk? Or do we just think we are drunk? " ---- "T have absolutely no idea." "Who's going to tell us if we are drunk or not?" "Type!" Monika sighed. "We should have brought a third person." "I get it now. We are drunk. We are so drunk. You would have never talked about bringing a third person. We don't have a third person. It's just you and me." "Just me and you." Monika chuckled softly. "Fuck. I feel sleepy." "T feel nauseous and sleepy too.

I don't know how that works." "Definitely not a good combination." "Definitely not." That night, they didn't go home. Both of them passed out in the field; Sam slept on Monika's arm. In the morning, when they got back to their homes, Monika's excuse was that he had to stay at Sam's place for some project, and Sam made the same excuse to his grandparents. The reason their brothers always believed them was because, despite their petty shenanigans , there wasn't any bad influence.

There was nothing to put a finger on, even if they tried. Apart from their absolute disregard for rules, they were just as good for each other as someone at that ---- vulnerable age could be. During the exams, they would study together for days and nights. Sam would even help Monika with her subjects. There was no reason to separate them, not that they could have done it even if they tried. Call him? Even the thought feels so distant, so far away. Call him and say what?

"Did we lose?" Sam feels as if someone is slowly tearing apart his heart. "To what?" Life, Sam says, almost in a hopeless whisper. Monika closes her eyes, swallowing. Why is it so painful? What is it exactly? "We can't escape life now, can we?" We wish we could. Sam bites his lips. "You still have a year. Have fun." Without you? That's impossible. "T'll try." Monika says this with a sad smile. Sam seems lost in thought. "What are you thinking?" "Remember the time we both got suspended for four days for skipping too many classes?" Monika laughs, saying, ''Yeah, we forged our parents'