Alpha’s Badass Mate novel

---- outside, everything fading into the background. All I could focus on was Sebestian and his surprisingly soft yet rough lips. I was already tipsy that night -even close to being drunk , I think -but I could remember how his lips felt on mine. But that's the thing; I could remember everything about him. I could also remember that he reeked of alcohol. His tongue, which was beginning to move its way inside my mouth, flickering and licking its way in, tasted like alcohol.

My first love was drunk when he kissed me. Reality struck me. He was drunk. He was drunk, which probably meant he was horny. He was horny, and I was the only person nearby with whom he could release his raging hormones. He stumbled upon me. This was an accident , and it just so happened that I was there. He didn't kiss me because he liked me or because he was attracted to me. Because he was drunk and horny, he kissed me. Looking back, I should've run away that night.

I should've pushed him hard and left him right there and then. I should've deprived myself of the taste of his intoxicating lips. I should've said no. But I didn't. Instead, I kissed my first love back. I know. I shouldn't have done that. But we are talking about Sebestian. Sebestian, who I had been in love with since I was ten. Sebestian, who sat beside me for ---- four years.

Sebastian, who'd still roll his sleeves even if he received detention for it, Sebastian, who's often late and wouldn't even take notes during lectures, still earned one of the highest marks on exams. Sebastian , who, even now, when I was almost seven, still finds him intriguing and mysterious at the same time. He was my first love. He is my first love. And most important , he was my mate. And he was because he rejected me without even saying a single word.

He walked forward as I walked backward until my back hit a solid wall. I could remember how his hands roamed around my body that night and how it felt so good. I could still remember how he squeezed my waist as my hands unconsciously traveled to his already disheveled hair, gripped it, and pulled him closer to me. I was beginning to feel like I was turning on.

Something is boiling up in my stomach, sending massive waves of heat through my body, and I know it isn't just because I was drunk like him. It was because, for the past few years, I have had to hide my attraction for Sebestian . It was because, for the past few years, I've longed to feel his touch. It was because, for the past few years, I had been in love with someone who saw meas his enemy. And then it hit me. I remembered why he never knew what I felt for him.

Because he was exactly in the same position, he is now back where I was when I was ---- about to confess to him. I pushed him hard, just like he pushed me before when he confronted me about rejecting Raini. I pushed him hard, the way I should've moments ago. I came to the realization that he was still standing straight and that the only thing distracting me from thinking clearly were the images of his hands all around me. I realized that if I don't stop, I'll end up getting hurt.

He was groaning on the floor, squinting his eyes, as I ran to the door, but as always, I looked back. His eyes, now wide open, were staring right at me with the same burning stare he had given earlier that night. 1 took a deep breath and ran away again. My first love was back as my sworn enemy. Since Tian is my closest friend except Ashly, I'd go with him all the time. And since Jon and Tian were inseparable, Jon would often join our mini-escapade.

Which also means that Rich and Sebestian would join us too because Jon was close with Rich and Sebestian. It was easy to avoid Sebestian. I've always been smart, and I've joined a lot of campus clubs, so I can always make excuses when I don't want to be around him. But what's hard is when I catch his eyes and he's looking right at me. There was something in his expression that I could not explain -a momentary flicker of different expressions. It would send shivers down my spine.

But I always choose to look away. ---- My sworn enemy almost punched me when he knew that his ex-girlfriend's brother was making a move on me. The final year rolled in, and Ashly had already gotten her mate and her family back. I got some unwanted attention when I and Ashly kicked some Alphas asses. But there was one particular boy who had the guts to ask me out. His name was Vivan, and I didn't even know that he was Sebestian's ex-boyfriend.

All I knew was that he came up to me out of nowhere when I was studying in the study area and confessed his admiration for me upfront. He was pretty. He had a lot of muscle and a good body. Any omega would definitely go for him. But I wasn't any other Omega. What a shame. And more like not his mate. I tried to turn him down as politely as I could, but to no avail. He was persistent because he is Alpha.

When he heard Tian inviting me to a Friday night out with Jon and his friends , he popped out of nowhere and asked if he could join us. Sebestian was clenching his jaw the whole time he was flirting with me. I could understand his frustration . If it was him flirting with another one, I would be madly jealous too. He was jealous of me because he still likes his sister, and I thought it was really stupid.