Alpha’s Badass Mate novel

---- them when she's happy, and he misses looking at them when she's sad. He wanted to reach out and touch her face, but he refrained from doing so. If he wanted to get her back, he needed to do things right this time. "Monika," he called out. Monika slowly shifted her gaze to Sam's eyes. She raised her eyebrow a little, urging the other to continue what he wanted to say.

"I'm sorry." And just like that, the walls that Monika built around herself crumbled like a sand castle that was washed away by the crashing waves. "I'm sorry because I hurt you, and believe me, I never wanted that to happen." Monika wanted to look away, but Sam's eyes were captivating her, and there was something in him that radiated a magnetic field, and she was being slowly sucked in.

"I'm sorry because I messed things up between us and I ruined it because I was too scared." Sam's voice was slowly cracking. The emotions and feelings he had kept for years were slowly bursting out, and he tried very hard not to cry, but he just couldn't stop himself from being emotional. "I'll explain everything to you, Monika. I want to fix things between us. I want... I want... I want you back." He finally admitted it, and for the first time in many years, he felt free.

"No need ," Monika said, and Sam couldn't discern the flickering emotions in her eyes. "Why? Please, just listen to me. I promise, I'll do ---- everything for you to forgive me. Please-" "Sam." "Give me one chance." "Sam," Monika said a little louder this time, but she wasn't angry. She just needed to stop Sam from talking. Sam felt small; he needed to explain things to Monika. He wanted and needed for her to know his side. "You don't need to.

I know everything." "What?" Flashback:- "Look who's here! The one and only panda, back from the dead!" Monika agreed to meet Jack at a coffee shop in Korea. He messaged her on Instagram , and although she completely tried to change things from her past, she could never abandon her old friends. "Hello, Jack. Where's your lover?" "Oh, I thought you said you wanted to meet me alone. I didn't bring anyone, and you know 1 am asexual.

You dump the rest of the gang in the hotel if you want to know." Monika isn't dumb. She knows that Sam is here with them. "Why did you disappear like that, bro?" Jack asked as he sipped his coffee. "I was worried, you know." "Didn't he tell you what happened ?" Monika said as he scoffed. The least that Sam could do was own up to ---- band in Korea, and it was so popular that it gained them fans worldwide.

Despite the sudden shift in plans due to Sam's withdrawal from his participation with the said band, people still cheered and supported them. With Jack's help, she was able to sneak into the venue without the need to buy a ticket, and she watched her mate perform. Her eyes were glued to the man who was dancing gracefully , even though he's a little awkward sometimes, on the stage, and she couldn't help but join Sam's fans in laughing and screaming at him.

She observed the other guy, and after a year's worth of not seeing him, she realized he had changed. A lot. She wanted to go up there and meet him, tell him she's sorry, and just make up. But there was something holding her back from approaching Sam. She figured that she wasn't ready yet, and after hearing Sam's story through Jack, she knew she fucked up pretty badly too. She kissed Sam when he was struggling; that's why she got punched.

But she was also happy to hear that he tried to protect her from his manager's cruelty. She smiled one more time at Sam, who was taking some pictures with his fans before walking away. I promise I will be back, Sam. And this time, I'll make things better. Better for you. Flashback Over)) "That fucking Jack," Sam cursed after hearing Monika encounter Jack in Korea.

He was partly ---- annoyed at how his friend snatched him the chance to explain, but he was also glad that, all this time, Monika doesn't hate him. She knew what happened , and Sam sulking for the past two years was seriously a waste of time now. "I'm sorry too, Sam. For being a stubborn ass. For walking away without hearing your side." Sam wanted to cry so bad. Monika was apologizing to him, and the latter didn't even do anything wrong.

It was he who messed things up and ruined everything between the two of them, yet Monika was saying sorry to him. "Don't be. It's all my fault." Monika's features softened as she smiled at Sam." Now that I've thought of it, actually , it was no one's fault. You did what you did to keep your relationship with your manager, and I did what I did because I thought it was the best for the both of us." "What did you do?" Sam asked.

"Walking away from you," Monika responded as she played with her ring. "I figured we'd only hurt each other if we kept on seeing each other. It was all messed up, and I was angry, hurt, and... And you know how! get angry, Sam. I lash out. I'm a super quiet person, but my personality takes a three hundred and sixty-degree turn when I'm mad. That's why I walked away before I could do and say things that would worsen the situation."